Emotions gone wild.
I was looking forward to
zikr. There's too many things running in my mind i cant help it that sometimes all i do is just break down. Like really, sit and cry. I'll be in bed, thinking, and then i will eventually start to tear up.
I tend to not share most of my problems with anyone anymore cause i realise, there's no point sharing my problems/these emotions with anyone (including my bf) cause i realise no matter how much you tell, its still useless. Yes, Kudut's always there for me, no doubt about it but things like this, no one can understand.
ANYWAY. School's tomorrow! I mean, later, and i do not wish to be in such emotion. I am excited, and hopefully everything's well and i will be able to go for zikr after that. Insya'Allah.
